The Story of My Life

Okay so I've been scolded for no longer using blogger to give not so recent updates on my life, so here's an update, for the lack of people who actually read this blog anymore. I'm pretty sure nobody checks these blogs anymore, but hey, what can you do?

Well, for starters, I'm a wreck. I've been told by a therapist I've been seeing for about a month (after using diagnostic tools to make sure) that I have anxiety. About 3 clinical cutoff points away from having panic disorder. I'm pretty much over the denial stage of this, but it's amazing how hard it is to accept something, when you've always had it, and never realized there was something wrong with you. I mean, this is the way I've been since childhood, how could I know any differently? But I have been able to step away from myself and see it. I don't like what I see, and I'm working on changing it. My therapist seems to think it's genetic, and may not be able to be fixed without medication. I personally don't believe that. With God's help, I can and will overcome this. I will not become that person.

Anyway, there you go. I have issues - is anybody really surprised, lol? That's my blog update that will last for another few months. I'll try to stay loyal to those few fans still out there, but my life just isn't all that interesting.

God bless

Chrissy